Find Your Why #Recovery

I have been thinking of making a blog for years, and I've actually also had this blog since 2023, I just haven't posted anything on it. Honestly, I don't think anyone will ever read it, but I still need a safe space, where I can write anything and everything that's on my mind. I think I should introduce myself, in case someone actually reads this blog someday? My name is Alexandra, I'm in my 20's, from a small country in Europe, and I battle autism, anxiety and an anorexia-relapse. I currently live in a supported living community, and I'm also on disability pension, because of my mental health. While I'm grateful I can get something to support myself financially, then I want to be able to make my own money. This is why I have opened my own small business: SaintLiberataVintage. I am selling vintage clothing in that shop. I wasn't supposed to mention it in this post, because I didn't wanted to promote myself in this post... Well, I am soon working on becoming a professional ballerina, dancer, and artistic athlete - within many styles and disciplines. I've had quite a break from everything, but I will actually return to a (now full-time) ballet program, meaning I will be dancing fifty+ hours per week from mid April. My goal is also to do the other dance and sports fifty+ hours per week, so a total of a hundred+ hours per week with the ballet. I have discovered I can't live without ballet, dance and sports and that I want to take it to a professional level.

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